Runes and Grief 18: Laguz

Tonight's randomly-drawn Rune is Laguz. Laguz - leek, lake, water, flow.

Drowning without you with no branches to grab hold of on my way downstream, I see our life flash within the waterdrops cast high as my screams

to a heaven I can no longer see in my floatstruggle, strugglefloat

until I am gulping in this strange water that surrounds me.

If I drink it all, it will not take me down, but become a part of my cells- so I am like Thor in disguise at the wedding feast - those on shore look in amazement at my thirst for every drop of time I had with you and which I

now forever contain.